#336141 - When the game broke up I was once again left alone again, and of course the heavens opened back up and was chucking the rain down again. I never lost my virginity to a girl, but to my best mates brother, and he made the occasion every bit as wonderful and more than I could ever have dreamed, yea there are times I wish it had been with a girl, and since then I have been with a few girls, but the truth is, none of them have ever been able to bring me anywhere near as close to the pleasures that guys have brought me, I live two lives, one as the straight Glasgow ned out with his mates drinking, fighting and shagging girls, Tommy and me made up after I was able to convince him it had all been a wind up, He hates Kenny and they never mix in each others company, but I do often, That’s my second life, I grew up that night with Kenny, I fell into a complete new world, a world full of secrets, deceit and a very active gay sex life, yea at times I would rather be straight find the girl o
